Not so nice July

I thought I had it.. When I was in college getting my degree, my dream was to teach in elementary and be the high schools cheer coach. I finally was doing that.. And then July hit and I'm not anymore, for reasons I probably will never know, and really at this point I don't want to know. I feel like I have been hit with a boulder. I have grieved this loss. But now I'm over it.. What's next? I don't know the answer to that.. The only person who does is God, and He never has given me anything that I couldn't overcome. And I have overcome a lot in these 27 years. I will never ask Him why me?? Because he is molding me and made me who I am. I am here for Him to share His word and bring people to Him and that's what I will do. Am I perfect? Well, no. I  am human and I fail Him everyday. But my God loves me no matter what I do, I have a clean slate. I am so thankful and blessed with what I have, and really I have all I need. Life isn't always rainbows and butterflies you will go through tough times and all you can do is bow down and pray. He knows what He is doing, you just have to look to Him. This song has been on repeat these couple of weeks and it truly has made me feel better. I am brave and so should you!

 

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